My dollhouse

My dollhouse is covered with a layer of dust. Like my mind. I can’t remember what I was thinking and feeling when I was 18 years old. In my new filmscript ‘War for a Kiss’ a girl of 18 is playing the main roll. So I’m trying to get in contact with girls of 18 or 19 years old that are independent. Bad enough for me it’s holiday season and I have no clue where I can find them. Who can help me?